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Rinjani: Anxiety

Tahun Ke-26, Bulan Pertama, Hari Ke-14

Deg-degan.
Selalu begini.
Semakin dekat harinya, segala ketakutan dan kecemasan bermunculan.
Bagaimana kalau telingaku sakit saat terbang?
Bagaimana kalau aku tidak mampu mengangkat bebanku sendiri?
Bagaimana kalau kebelet pup di gunung?
Bagaimana kalau hujan?
Bagaimana kalau… ah, sudahlah.
Ingin segera berada di sana dan memulai perjalanan ini saja.

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